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[ Peter doesn't look nearly as energetic today and it's way earlier than he's usually seen as it's probably not much of a secret that he sleeps late. Really late. ]

Hey everyone-so I have a quick little PSA for you all and then I'm gonna go back to trying ta sleep I guess. Maybe it'll work out better. Um... anyways uh... I tried not to let it get to me buuuuut it did. So yeah-

Don't ever, ever say that what someone went through doesn't matter. It just makes you look like a jerk. It doesn't matter if you know what they've gone through or not-don't say it.

It does matter to them and you have no idea why or how much it mattered. So yeah, just don't say it.

that's all I have. I'm going to bed. 'Night.

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Okay so like... putting aside that that none of that has anything to do with what I just said-I'm gonna focus on the fact you chose to kill someone that obviously needed some kind of psychological help.

When someone comes to you and says they want to die you figure out what went wrong-why they're so upset and you try and help them you don't just go 'oh, okay-stab.' That's horrifying

and that really doesn't equate at all. Like I get what you think you're trying to say-but that's not what you're saying. If I went out and-I don't know... kicked a puppy or something equally as bad-no what I went through would not excuse that behavior. But I would never do that because I don't wanna hurt anyone. Even if they hurt me-it's just not how I operate.

What happened is that I told you, based on historical facts, in my world monarchies just aren't a good idea and for some reason you thought that was the deepest insult I could possibly dish out. Rather than accept that my world has had bad experiences with monarchs you just go straight for the throat and try to tear me down with-what was it. I shirk responsibility because I'm scared of it? I have to have Gwen feed my sense of self importance?

And then Mr Stark came at you and said you had no idea what I had been through. But I'm not hear to throw a pity party and try and earn your sympathy. I'm just here to say it was shitty, and don't do it again.

You -- no. No, I said, what do we do when he succumbs to the influence of our enemy and betray us, and he said he would rather die than betray us. That's the point. If his only choice were betrayal or death, he'd choose death. I'm really not sure where you're getting anything else out of that.

[The rest of it? He's just ignoring. The kid wants to slander him to the entire train, he's not going to just go without making his defense. The explanation isn't for him, it's for everyone else. Edge figures no one will listen, but if they choose to believe the kid straight out, then it's either because they willfully chose not to hear him, or they really do believe that people can do terrible things and have their histories excuse it. Either way, their scorn and disdain doesn't matter at all to Edge.]

[And everything else the kid is saying now? They'd heard the conversation if they chose to, they could interpret it as they will. Probably they'd choose to hear it as the kid is saying it now, which Edge considers quite different from what he'd actually said then... but again.]

Let me argue it this way. None of you know what I've been through, none of you care. Because it doesn't matter. As far as our disagreements have been concerned, it absolutely doesn't matter. That's just a blade that cuts both ways, you see?

[ Still sounds extreme to him either way. When he says he'll die for someone he's usually kidding. Well, not really because he probably would but he'd at least try and keep himself from dying? ]

I never said what you went through didn't matter because I wouldn't do that. And like-for real. Stop making this about you.

the whole point of of this is that I can't sleep now because I feel like shit and I don't want anyone else to feel like shit so I'm making this announcement telling people not to do the shitty thing that makes other people feel like shit.

Oh my god I'm tired. Holy shit.

[ He rubs at his eyes. ]

So just. Stop.

[To Edge, this is a pathetic and transparent excuse. The kid wanted to take another shot at him, and did so by twisting his words and taking them out of context and spreading them to everyone. This whiny play of "I'm so saaad, and when you explain it's okay for me to ignore it and try to make you the villain because I'm so PURE and INNOCENT" disgusts him. He doesn't understand for a second why anyone buys this.]

[He's starting to think he's given the boy too little credit for manipulation. To say in one breath that he doesn't want to hurt anyone while overtly encouraging others to hurt Edge himself? That's impressive. And it sickens Edge.]

You played this well, I'll give you that much.

[And that's the end of it from Edge. He has to go prepare for another round of attacks, after all.]

Played what well?

[ He is too tired for this. But now he's gonna be up trying to figure out what the hell Edge is even talking about. ]

Kid, it's alright, go to bed. You're not gonna get sense out of this. You're right, it's a shitty thing to say and we're all stuck here, trying to get along. Well, at least some of us.

Now, you want some hot cocoa or somethni'?

[ Excuse him while he rubs at his eyes. ]

I haven't slept in almost twenty-four hours. Nothing make sense.

[ SIGH. ]

Hot cocoa sounds amazing

Alright, I'll bring ya some.

[ And sure enough, he comes with two hot chocolates for the spider kids. But then he leaves them alone, because sometimes, he's not such a dick. ]

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