[ There's a longer silence. She hasn't really admitted this to anyone yet but... ]
It is. [ Once the newness wears off and you settle into a routine, it gets harder to keep artificially busy. ] You have to... Well. There is nothing to do but keep trying, is there?
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It is. [ Once the newness wears off and you settle into a routine, it gets harder to keep artificially busy. ] You have to... Well. There is nothing to do but keep trying, is there?
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Lost agency for over a year, just trying to regain it.
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It sounds like something that will simply take time. Persistence.
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Feels like a losing battle, for every good day there's 3 bad ones.
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And you think giving up will change that?
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[Agency, she had said. It could be many things.]
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