I don't expect help from anyone.

[ He already says he knows he shouldn't apologize, so she's leaving any scolding for that out of this. He's already well aware, so it's not like it'll help any to still tell Allen that.

But she can at least make this clear. No one has to apologize for not helping her when it's actually a surprise when someone does go out of her way to help her. ]

If anything, it was more convenient that you weren't around. At least it means you didn't get caught up in any terrible illusion yourself.