Meng Yao (
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voidtreckernet2020-12-13 06:22 am
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[Voice] Imagination 22
[He is tired and sad and more beside himself than he would like to admit.]
Xue Yang, answer me.
[That isn't how he wants to begin this broadcast, so he breathes in...and out.]
Has anyone seen Chifeng-Zun? I cannot find him and I know of no ill that has befallen him.
[Now, the part that really hurts.]
Huaisang, Zewu-Jun, I have failed you in not protecting him. I tried.
Xue Yang, answer me.
[That isn't how he wants to begin this broadcast, so he breathes in...and out.]
Has anyone seen Chifeng-Zun? I cannot find him and I know of no ill that has befallen him.
[Now, the part that really hurts.]
Huaisang, Zewu-Jun, I have failed you in not protecting him. I tried.
[voice]
I have seen my tragic future mistake. I can also see that I am in the process of making said mistake already. Small, seemingly inconsequential actions can build to a great and terrible outcome.
I don't want to be that man. I don't want to hurt Nie Mingjue or anyone else. I must be stronger and think of others before myself. I am not a victim unless I allow myself to be a victim.
Re: [voice]
No way to know, he supposed. But Meng Yao still has a chance.]
Yeah, that's one of the good things about the weird time displacement in places like this; the ability to have the benefit of hindsight for things you haven't done yet.
The fact that you've decided that that's not the kind of person you want to be is already a big step in the right direction, but if you need people to help keep you out of the dark, you can definitely count me in.
[If he can help spare another world from someone like Xehanort just by being friends with someone? He's definitely willing to give it a shot.]
[voice]
Thank you. I will do all I can to repay you - to make sure you don't regret it.
[Meng Yao is a genius with an impeccable memory. He can serve anyone well and keep them out of danger by listening to gossip and ferreting out the right conclusion. He also isn't bad with his sword - or any sword for that matter - though he isn't particularly physically strong.]
Re: [voice]
Eh, don't worry about it. Just keep working on being the kind of person you actually want to become, and that'll be enough. I'm just glad I can be part of someone else's second chance, you know?
[He didn't offer to help with the assumption that he'd be repaid, or at least, that he'd be repaid with anything but friendship.
He then pauses briefly as he realizes something.]
And I just realized.... I should probably actually introduce myself, shouldn't I? My name's Lea. No title or surname or anything, though if you want to add one on to make it less awkward, that's fine; I know it might not be considered polite where you're from to call somebody by just one name like that.
[He's not certain of all the naming conventions in Meng Yao's world, but he's spoken to enough people from there to pick up a few things.]