He took me in when my father rejected me. [Saying that aloud is part of his healing process.] The Nie sect has accepted me as one of their own. I owe them my life.

[He is also dearly in love with Mingjue.]

I - I would follow Nie Mingjue. But...if Xue Yang has died here, doesn't he return to us? That is what I meant. He has returned before as I recall.