marriedanidiot: (losing you)
marriedanidiot ([personal profile] marriedanidiot) wrote in [community profile] voidtreckernet2020-03-25 12:51 pm

Video &/or Palantir - not locked because frantic mama is frantic (Forward Dated to post mission)

 Feanaro! Feanaro, I can't feel them, I can't feel them, our boys are gone! Feanaro, what's happen to Maitimo and Makalaure? Curvo? Atarinke, where are you?
utulien_aure: Fingon and Maedhros (Seventy three)

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2020-04-02 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Fingon wraps his arms around her in turn. In private, something about him looks very lost.]

I- yes. Maitimo has always been... dear to my heart.
utulien_aure: with armor and banner (Default)

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2020-04-03 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
You-

[He closes his eyes, and lets forth something that vaguely resembles a laugh.]

-no, of course you knew. Worst kept secret in the family, Ingo always said. Yes, I love him. I don’t think I could tell you for how long. Sometimes it feels like forever.
utulien_aure: Fingon (Seventy one)

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2020-04-05 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[And he'd tried so hard, in Valinor- Elentari, that's the last thing he'd have wanted to hear at the time.]

And here I was, thankful that Turno was likely to produce half a dozen for her to dote on and take the pressure off me. Who won, if I may ask?"
utulien_aure: Fingon and Maedhros (Sixty nine)

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2020-04-05 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well given the dozen small explosions which were usually going off at the Feanorian household... um. yeah. that's exactly what they thought.]

Mother will be so disappointed; she does love to win that sort of thing. [A short laugh, then he looks down.] We meant to say something, truly we did. But it never seemed like there was going to be a good moment to tell the rest of you.
utulien_aure: Fingon in war helm (Seventy five)

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2020-04-06 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[Still. Clearly they underestimate everyone else's hearing.]

We did what we could for as long as we could. [He shakes his head.] I never stop worrying for him, though. And it is always... harder. When I cannot see him.
utulien_aure: Fingon (Three)

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2020-04-08 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ok. yeah. fair enough.]

Thank you. I never... Father knew, I think, but we never spoke of it. You don't know how much acceptance means, even now.
utulien_aure: Fingon (Fifty seven)

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2020-04-13 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
That may be a bit much to ask for now.

[He confesses, sure she won't take offense under the circumstances.]

But I am grateful. For my sake, and for his.
utulien_aure: Fingon and Maedhros (Sixty nine)

think so

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2020-04-14 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

[He agrees, and hugs her back.]

For some time indeed.