Mmm, and people are going to be upset, and I won't say that's good, but it isn't in your ability to change right now. That should be possible going forward, but at this point, wishing to collect water spilled from a pitcher won't make the pitcher whole.

( It's not that a person forgets. It's that a person moves forward, even with the fears and memories and guilt. )

You didn't cause this situation. That fault is not yours to claim, whatever guilt you feel for not being there to provide yourself as the solution to your world's ills. I'm sorry, Miss Madoka. Guilt like that weighs a body and a heart down.