video | orchestra one, immediately post platform

[jingyeets]

( Lan Jingyi, appearing briefly on ICP, soaked from head to toe, actively dripping water with his hair and ribbon plastered down either side of his face, his, er, nightgown likewise... plastered... against him... and it's white, this is a wet shirt contest and no one told anyone who showed up on platform, they all just suffered together. )

Look, if anyone's trying to find me and is confused why I'm not in my tiny short bed cabin, I'm staying in the "inn" carriage the next week.

( that's it, that's him wanting to inform the ones who'd probably want to know but being in a less than happy mood to track everyone down so doing it in the most broadreaching, effective way the train's got going for it. )

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[longforgottenpromise]

He shook his head. "It's just... I don't like to think of any of you fighting, or being in danger. Especially not on my behalf."

Violence was always wrong and he would always feel bad about it.

[jingyeets]

"It's a reality," he said in turn, not unkindly. "You can regret the need for fighting, but please don't regret our need to fight for you, or anyone else we care about. The worlds aren't kind."

None of them, because kindness is a social condition, not a force of nature. Nature itself is beyond concepts of cruelty or kindness in his experience, as one strongly tied into and linked to elements himself.

"It's up to us to be the kindness and fairness and justice we can be for each other."

[longforgottenpromise]

"The world's aren't kind." It was true. But he had a kirin heart and kirin hearts broke at cruelty. It was how they were made, their people first in their mind. Beings of kindness and compassion, to temper strong willed kings who had to make hard decisions.

A world couldn't run on a kirin's kindness and so every kirin lived with this heartbreak.

"That's why it is good the worlds have people like you, Shuǐlóng. To be the kindness and justice."

[jingyeets]

Another pat to Taiki's hand, and he smiled.

"To be loud and overly direct about everything too. The Xiao Ki's are there to remind people there's a cost we shouldn't be dismissive about" Or something like that, because peace as an ideal was always the goal, but handling it as a pleading process was complicated. "Anyway, thanks for bringing all this." The food, and the drink, such as it is, and the point of them both sitting at the table before conversation meandered as it did. There's enough of an ache at having watched Wen Sizhui leave, but it wasn't foreign, wasn't unexpected.

One more frustration in a series of them. He admitted to himself he didn't particular want to be one of the ones who remained. He's not fond of being there when others have left... but no one's from his specific world or one akin to it as it stands.

He can't really lose what was never there, and so he takes a bite of whatever's cooled down, not tasting a thing, and swallowed and nodded his head to Taiki in thanks.

[longforgottenpromise]

He smiled back, Lan Jingyi was very direct but sometimes that was necessary, it was refreshing. To have things in the open.

And it was true, his own job was to remind people of the cost. It was what a kirin did. Reminded the king of his people, kept their needs firstmost in his hand.

He smiled softly. "It's alright... I know you wouldn't be up to cooking and... It was a way I could help."

He couldn't bring Wen Sizhui back. Couldn't ease the pain in Lan Jingyi's heart.

[jingyeets]

"It's not just Sizhui going home," he said after a moment, taking a bite of whatever was in front of him. He still wouldn't taste much of it, but he had manners, and he knew gratitude, so eat he would. Jingyi liked eating enough to not deprive himself even when he didn't feel much up for it in the great scheme of things.

"I didn't... so, I've never been around no dragons before. Not in my lifetime." A partial explanation, that it was a collection of factors. Loss of a friend, an inevitability he knew of in the first place; the problem with Elidibus, underlining how little control he had over even being made use of by fellow passengers; poor sleep compounding more over time, no great outlet, cooped up like they all are, and general cultural fatigue.

"There's not enough I know what to do."

[longforgottenpromise]

Taiki listens as Lan Jingyi speaks. It must be hard, to be the only dragon around, to have no one else who shared his way of life, his culture. Even worse that so many looked like those he knew from home, but different in many ways.

"It must be hard, to be alone. Especially when not alone. Physically I mean."

[jingyeets]

"We're all alone," he said, lifting his shoulders a touch. "To different degrees."

Being alone, in the sense that Taiki said, wasn't unique. He didn't linger in what felt off to him, but right here and now, he allowed himself to reflect on it more than he usually did.

"Hard or not, you get through it. There's nothing else to do."

[longforgottenpromise]

It was true. They were all alone. Some less so or more so but they were all parted from their worlds, from the people they should be with. To be here on this train.

"Yes. We will get through it, surviving like this... It's possible and though we can't be dragons, we can still be your friends, Shuǐlóng. We can't replace them, but we can help."

It's what friends were for.

[jingyeets]

"That's what friends are for," he said, stating the obvious, but offering a crooked sort of grin back to Taiki. "None of us can be exactly what we each want. I guess we all manage to be what we each need, regardless."

You Can't Always Get What You Want began playing muffled from the ICP.

[longforgottenpromise]

He smiled back. "Yes. We do."

He tilted his head at the music and then glanced at Lan Jingyi. Had he done that?

[jingyeets]

Jingyi shrugged in turn. Who knew? He could have when he tapped at the ICP earlier, and it just happened to play now, though when he turned to properly look at the ICP, he lifted his eyebrows.

"I think this ICP thing connects to the same stuff from the picture carriage and the music carriage. Wanna check it out?"

A step away from what was rather nice, but also sad, conversation, to one that involved poking technology.

[longforgottenpromise]

He looked over at the ICP and nodded, "Oh. You get the music and films?" He guessed since the was paying for this carriage it would come with perks such as this.

"Alright..." It was a good distraction if nothing else.

[jingyeets]

Time for Jingyi to show an increased ability to navigate, though when he moves to the ICP still holding his cup, it's to take at the screen and then gesture for Taiki to take over.

[longforgottenpromise]

He moves closer, and reaches out to go into the ICP, looking through it. "Ah it does. All the films and music."

He tilted his head, "Do you like films?"

After all they would be completely new to Jingyi.