[Illusions of things people are most afraid of. Yeeep, Allen deep down feels a bit of relief at not being on this mission. But he also feels awful for not being there to help and the fact people actually went through that, which comes more to the top than feeling a tiny bit of relief considering the things he fears.]

The worlds never seem to be easy for us, so I guess this was no except. Except much worse. I just hope people have those they can talk to. That is something I had to learn that talking about stuff does help.

[He wasn't sure he was a good person to talk to himself, but he would like to think he could be someday.]

I am also someone people can come to if they need someone to talk as well.