[Video] Kazoo 16

[ayao]

Forgive me for being...selfish...

And I warn you, the subject matter of my question might be sensitive...

[But why not make this inquiry here rather than in his world where it would surely bring negative repercussions.]

What are your thoughts on two men being in a relationship? [He doesn't dare say married, but he is drawn to the idea.] Do you perceive it as...wrong? Should the men instead continue their respective lines with wives?

[Heirs are important. Yet can they not be had in other ways? Of course said ways are illegal and immoral in the land he knows.]

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[ayao]

Yes, I know of them. [His father is one.] They are frustrating.

[secondconflict]

That's why you gotta stick it to 'em. Fuck 'em up the most. Force 'em all to come to justice.

[ayao]

That is where I erred. I punished my father for his...sins. But I went too far.

[secondconflict]

Ah. So you regret it?

[ayao]

His death...I do not.

It is the deaths that followed that hurt me.

[secondconflict]

Seems like there's a pretty heavy story there, kid...

[ayao]

My future self does...awful things. I have not committed those crimes yet, but the evidence of them exists in the memories of those from my world.

[secondconflict]

Well shit, if you don't wanna go down that path, just don't do those things.

[ayao]

I must address my...anger. That is easier said than done since the source is not present.

[secondconflict]

Any head shrinkers in the train?

[ayao]

...what is a head shrinker?

[secondconflict]

You know, a shrink.

A psychologist? Doctor who specializes in helpin' folks with their headspace.

[ayao]

We do not have anyone like that in my world. But I have read texts on psychology...

[secondconflict]

Some folks see 'em to handle emotions like anger. Others got spiritual leaders who help.

[ayao]

I have plenty of anger. [And a deep desire for vengeance.] How would religion assist me?

[secondconflict]

That's not somethin' I can really answer for ya. Some people find it helpful, some don't.

Back home, my guru helps center me when I need it. Puts my spiritual needs back on track. But that shit takes work on my part too.

[ayao]

Is there anyone with that skill riding with us? [Anyone he hasn't filled with righteous anger, that is.]

[secondconflict]

Not sure. I'm sorta a new arrival.