[Whether or not he deserves kindness, he clearly needs some at the moment, which is good enough for Lea.
And as he says, he's being honest. If there's one thing the Voidtreker's eclectic crew proves, it's that anyone can make a difference.]
Yeah... When you get too used to things being dark or empty, it gets to be... almost comfortable, I guess? Or at least familiar. You forget that things can be any other way. I know I did.
And when that happens, it's easy to get so wrapped up in trying to achieve your goals that you... kinda forget why you wanted to accomplish them in the first place. I mean, I didn't forget what I was trying to do, but I forgot... why it mattered to me. At some point it just became 'the Plan', and I worked on it because I didn't have anything else.
[Blind. Blind to the things that actually mattered, anyway.]
Looking back, I almost wonder how I could have thought like that, except... I know. And it's scary, how easy it was to fall into.
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[Whether or not he deserves kindness, he clearly needs some at the moment, which is good enough for Lea.
And as he says, he's being honest. If there's one thing the Voidtreker's eclectic crew proves, it's that anyone can make a difference.]
Yeah... When you get too used to things being dark or empty, it gets to be... almost comfortable, I guess? Or at least familiar. You forget that things can be any other way. I know I did.
And when that happens, it's easy to get so wrapped up in trying to achieve your goals that you... kinda forget why you wanted to accomplish them in the first place. I mean, I didn't forget what I was trying to do, but I forgot... why it mattered to me. At some point it just became 'the Plan', and I worked on it because I didn't have anything else.
[Blind. Blind to the things that actually mattered, anyway.]
Looking back, I almost wonder how I could have thought like that, except... I know. And it's scary, how easy it was to fall into.