I am the reason for his death.

[Is that a good enough reason? Meng Yao is still confused as to why he goes that far off of a righteous path. Mingjue apparently betrays him and he strikes back with all of his strength and cunning. But what led to all of it?]

I have no delusions; others might be heroic, but I'm not. I can be selfish. I have kept myself alive through my wit and...survival techniques. To protect those I care for, I would do just about anything.

I am not the sort of man the train seeks.