jingyeets: (rope | the same blood)
Lan Jingyi (AU) ([personal profile] jingyeets) wrote in [community profile] voidtreckernet 2021-10-19 05:55 am (UTC)

nebula 24

Greetings, Voidtrecker Express, I'll be troubling you.

Troubling you to talk with me. This is total shit! Eighteen of us were held in some stupid interrogation called an interview for the last few days, six of us a day, by two people acting as investigators for the stupid void ministry!

They don't understand anything about the shit you're doing or why you're not registered, they barely acknowledge what went on with Chaos and Diagad, they were definitely looking to paint us all as poor lost confused fools being held by an unstable train, and I defended you! For all this stupid shit we deal with, because it's messed up what you're doing, but I don't know how much control you have over it, and whatever the hell is destroying whole systems is way more messed up!

If I can't pretend there's some sense of shitty scale in all this, I'd be doing myself and everyone who trained me the kind of disservice I can't live with. Maybe it's just because unlike so many people here it doesn't matter if I'm here or at home, my world doesn't hinge on anything I do, and I'm not dead, I'm living. You're not my lifeline. You haven't resurrected me yet, you don't have a claim to manipulating my spirit.

One thing, and please, answer on this. As far as you know, are any of us onboard from a system that's no longer recorded?


( for the first, and perhaps the only time, he does not sign off with his name. he's just standing there with his tail lashing, blank forms from the ministry clutched in his hands again and practically all but shoved up next to the ICP screen. )

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