Luckily there's that normal voice in there to help fill in the blanks. He assumes that he's trying to work out what he means, as Yondu has a way with words and frequently that way is not helpful.
"Not so much favorite person. Like I said, people got kids, they got parents, they got all kinds of people they're gonna hold up, maybe higher than you. But there's a kind of like where they make every-" sense? No, don't say that. That's not fair to him, 'cause that was goddamn ruined for him by those bastards. "Just everythin' feel good. I've felt that kinda thing on my end before, and I know some people can have it with moren' one person. Hell, I probably could.
"Just... ain't nobody ever gonna look at me the same way as I look at them." Even on a much lighter level. Or he's not going to look at them the same way back.
He does hate that they took something important way from Soldat. And who knows, maybe there's someone out there that matches that. That needs someone that will never expect too much out of them after everything they've been through. But in Yondu's case, he's surrounded by it and he didn't know he wanted it so bad until he saw it everywhere. Seeing the tenderness and understanding between Aziraphale and Crowley, seeing the fire between Bulma and Vegeta, seeing the moon shine like the sun when Koumyou looks at Devero. Hearing pure loyalty come out of Prompto or Vexen for their respective kings and knowing that they're adored for it.
"Don't tell nobody I said this shit. I never mention it 'cause people might try to play matchmaker and I will absolutely be a dick about it."
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"Not so much favorite person. Like I said, people got kids, they got parents, they got all kinds of people they're gonna hold up, maybe higher than you. But there's a kind of like where they make every-" sense? No, don't say that. That's not fair to him, 'cause that was goddamn ruined for him by those bastards. "Just everythin' feel good. I've felt that kinda thing on my end before, and I know some people can have it with moren' one person. Hell, I probably could.
"Just... ain't nobody ever gonna look at me the same way as I look at them." Even on a much lighter level. Or he's not going to look at them the same way back.
He does hate that they took something important way from Soldat. And who knows, maybe there's someone out there that matches that. That needs someone that will never expect too much out of them after everything they've been through. But in Yondu's case, he's surrounded by it and he didn't know he wanted it so bad until he saw it everywhere. Seeing the tenderness and understanding between Aziraphale and Crowley, seeing the fire between Bulma and Vegeta, seeing the moon shine like the sun when Koumyou looks at Devero. Hearing pure loyalty come out of Prompto or Vexen for their respective kings and knowing that they're adored for it.
"Don't tell nobody I said this shit. I never mention it 'cause people might try to play matchmaker and I will absolutely be a dick about it."