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YONDU UDONTA ([personal profile] yondu) wrote in [community profile] voidtreckernet2021-11-26 07:02 pm

Orchestra Day 14

[Video]

[Yondu's opting for a video post though he did consider audio. But he really wants to put out there how important this is to him. He needs help and he can finally damn well practice what he preaches and ask for it.]

[Okay, deep, uneasy exhale before explaining.]

I uh.... before I showed up here, the same day even, there was a mutiny aboard my ship. Had a buncha folks decide they didn't like I was takin' cheaper jobs to keep from doin' stuff I weren't comfortable with. I was usually able to make excuses- we still made plenty but a few outspoken bastards were real upset I didn't always pick the options with more in our pockets, and then my first mate got jealous. Called me out in front of everyone. 'Caused a shitstorm. [He's a little distant in describing that.]

He didn't know how bad it'd get. The traitors... they uh... Hell... Alright if you're a kid or you don't gotta deal with a lotta death, just turn this off. Get the hell outa here. It ain't for you. [He takes a moment for them to do that if they care to. Alright? Good. Carrying on.] I was detained proper at the time. Couldn't use my arrow, couldn't fight, too hurt to get loose. They shoved 'em one by one out an airlock an' I couldn't save 'em. We're talkin' a hundred plus men dead, one by one. It was not just a few. Just left to float like garbage thrown out a window and they laughed about it and mocked 'em as they watched 'em go.

[There's a moment of shaky-breathed anger, but, you know, what's done is done. Assholes what done it are dead now, they cain't do it to anyone else or use his ship to go make the universe an even worse place or harass his family. He's good.] Dyin' in space is like freezin' and drownin' at the same time. Every moment of it hurts 'cause you feel your outside freezin' in, an' at some point you know even if you was saved the life left in ya wouldn't be worth it. [He can say that from experience. There's a little bit where you know how bad the damage is.] Almost three decades some of those men had been with me. Good and bad. I didn't make a lotta friends but they did mean somethin' to me. And someone gave me the idea maybe I could put 'em to rest if I could do somethin' memorialwise. I don't want the last thoughts directed at 'em to be their own crewmates bein' happy about 'em dyin'.

Ravagers... when we die, usually we're remembered. If our bodies cain't be picked up, we're toasted by our crew. If our bodies are there, we're put in the ship's engine. Turned to stardust, get to travel forever. And the one that's usually for captains is a ship flying its Colors- you do this big light show. Well, no crew here besides myself to drink to 'em, and their bodies ain't anywhere to be found [not to mention a hundred-some people is a lot] so I figured I'd ask anyone that can do lights an' illusions if they'd help me out to fly them the Colors whenever we're at a stop where our lives don't depend on it and there's a sky overhead. They weren't captains but they was loyal enough. I don't know if I could pay ya, but I been sittin' on knowin' what happened to 'em and I ain't been able to think of a way to really make it right.
nell_of_soulwood: (Laughing covering mouth)

[personal profile] nell_of_soulwood 2021-11-29 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Must be a lotta people back home not in their right mind!

[That's made her chuckle a bit. She does like Yondu, he always makes her feel like a good person for doing even the smallest of things.]

Maybe I'll ask them then. When I see if they want to help with the food.
goingthroughaphase: (pic#13971950)

Audio

[personal profile] goingthroughaphase 2021-11-29 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The warning is probably for her too, but she doesn't stop listening, even when it gets to the worst part. ]

...I'm so sorry. That's so awful.

I can't really do anything with lights, but if there's something else I can do to help...
katzenpfote: (gazing up)

[personal profile] katzenpfote 2021-11-29 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I... understand. In some ways, at least. I've... lost people, as well.

You just tell me where and when, and I'll be more than happy to provide. It's the least we can do here, right? To... do what we can for one another.
stonefvced: (o30.)

[personal profile] stonefvced 2021-11-29 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
( He thinks that those who seem the toughest are the most vulnerable underneath it all-- a good breeding place for loneliness and jealousy. Thoughts he'll keep to himself for now, though. Tobirama knows that he himself wouldn't be able to fully trust someone like that even if he's forgiven the previous actions. He didn't trust Orochimaru, and though they've come a long way he still -- if he was being honest -- didn't trust Sasuke.

Deep down there was that seed just waiting to be proven right. He sighs, an audible and heavy one.
)

There is something to be said for him coming back to do the right thing, at least. ( A sip parts the two statements. ) I hope that this helps you put your friends to rest.
wishalone: (Default)

[action]

[personal profile] wishalone 2021-11-30 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
[Kyoko decides against replying to the public post. Instead, she waits until evening to seek Yondu out, and when she finds him, she offers him the open end of her bag of chips.]

I know you got a lotta offers already. But I'll be there when you do the colors thing.
stonefvced: (o20.)

[personal profile] stonefvced 2021-11-30 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
Would you wish that trauma on them? ( He finally gets to his own salad, the sweet tanginess offsetting the bitter quite well. Thinks for a second to mention something-- doesn't. No use in that. Unlikely to work. ) I've thought this a few times. What it does to a person to come back when they've endured such a traumatic death. For them, it may be better they stay passed.
renegadeprince: (calm 06)

[personal profile] renegadeprince 2021-11-30 09:14 am (UTC)(link)
No promises. [Vegeta would normally snap that Oozaru form was not a child's toy for play, it was used for a purpose... but this was Yondu, and he's talking about his crew that had been brutally killed off... so Vegeta will bite back his pride's need to point that out.]

Is there any preparations I can assist with?
worthallthis: (confused)

[personal profile] worthallthis 2021-11-30 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
"You're not that old," Soldat says with a blink, in part because that's the easiest part in all that to respond to. They aren't entirely sure if he's just talking about sex, or romantic feelings, or-- honestly, they only kind of vaguely remember what all of that felt like, anyway, and as much as it pains them to not be able to give someone what they need, Soldat has one limit, and too much touching is that limit.

"Besides, even if you are old, that doesn't mean you can't find somebody," they add, remembering Stone and Ashford. "There were a couple of old men in Beacon who would go around leaning on each other and making pointed jokes."
katzenpfote: (intense)

[personal profile] katzenpfote 2021-12-01 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
I prefer using them for better ends, too. I've seen both ends of the spectrum with illusions, even before here.
stonefvced: (oo5.)

[personal profile] stonefvced 2021-12-01 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
( There were some, he supposed. Hashirama always had a resilience to him but they had to; they all had to. He'd deliberated on it several times, actually. After his brother's passing. Seeking counsel for things his widowed wife simply couldn't fulfill but couldn't bring himself to do it.

Others, though. Glad to be returned to the land of the living. None of those people were particularly... good to have back. A few exceptions he supposed. Naruto. Sasuke.
)

A few. ( A pause. ) The list of those I'd be happy to see return fewer. Our life after is not so bad.
renegadeprince: (annoyed 06)

[personal profile] renegadeprince 2021-12-01 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Food was good. However Vegeta scoffed at the mention of a certain someone.] I don't need to do anything for Kakarot's honor. Nor would he want me to. [They were both very independent, didn't want to rely on the other, and pushed through via their own paths by themselves even if they were allies. Plus no doubt wherever he is the idiot was fine. He always was. They would meet back up another time one day, simple as that.

Of course Vegeta's answer may change if asked about this again after the train questions to come... but for now, Goku's just something he waves off.]
wisdominshadows: adult Zelda (thirty seven)

[personal profile] wisdominshadows 2021-12-01 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
I have a bit of experience with detailed work.

[Zelda looks thoughtful, then holds out a hand. A bit of light gathers in her palm, then begins to shape itself into the form of a bird. As the wings solidify, the bird launches itself into the air, circling its creator a few times before vanishing.]

Less at large scale, admittedly. I don't normally need anything more than human-sized.
worthallthis: (thinkingsad)

[personal profile] worthallthis 2021-12-01 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
(I don't see why he wouldn't be to anybody's taste. Honestly, I don't, either. Maybe it's the blue? YOU GUYS ARE REALLY DUMB, SOMETIMES. Shut up, normie. HEY! Cut it out, both of you.)

Soldat keeps that internal, because it really doesn't seem like the kind of conversation for rambling about the ins and outs of physical attraction, particularly when they don't necessarily understand it the way Bucky Barnes did back in the 40s. Instead the frown a little. "You want to be someone's favorite person," they surmise. "I. Understand."

And they... don't think they could pick a favorite person. Misty, Steve, Sora, Yondu, Javert-- they all vie for the position, none more than the others, they think. But they know back before HYDRA, Steve pretty firmly had that place. Is that part of how romance holds no appeal for them, now? Does that mean they're broken here, too?
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