[He at least looks slightly shamed at that. He's not great at telling people things. He knows that.]

The sight, the smell. I think it's... It makes me afraid but it also makes me ill. It's hard to even move or think. Lea gave me a coat from his world, it keeps impurities out. It doesn't stop the blood sickness but it helps a little... I wear it on missions when I can.

[Truthfully he's not sure if it actually helps or if it's just a placebo, something that he thinks helps and allows him to push through the sickness that little bit longer.]