You! Not that I don't understand the feeling, but you're going to look down on shijie and really pretend she was never proud of us, just like that?

( he's aghast with it to be honest, and aching, because in the end didn't it not matter, wasn't she dead because he thought he had control that was instead taken away, that people wanted him dead so badly they were careless and she took the blade meant for him? )

However little we may think of ourselves, don't think less of her.