"No," she replied, a bit sullenly. "But I should, shouldn't I? Otherwise it will only get worse, and fester."

She paused.

"I was happy. And then the world fell down and I was reminded how humans really think of beings like me, in moments of fear and crisis."

A pause.

"I only turned my emotions back on yesterday."

Which, by itself, is a rather major admission. To escape the pain of it, the contradictory feelings warring inside of her - she'd just shut parts of herself down.