[train is still not a bad place to be!] Oh, I already have a family. There's A-Qing [smart girl gets adopted by Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji], Xue Yang, and...Song Lan back home. I'll never see Song Lan again as long I'm here, but it's fine. [he'll deal, it's fine, an ebbing pain, but he focus on redeeming and saving Xue Yang's soul and himself] I just wish Zichen is here to see that I could see, and that would be a gift.

[he contemplate on his question and thought about it]

Is there anyone you love here or back home? What would be your perfect dream?